New Rules, Principles and Logic .

Why have i become so violent?

Did i lose my kindness, calmness, leniency?

I used to be accused of being so much diplomatic.

It happened that i have become so much strict and rigid.

My stubbornness is killing me.

My expired principles are chocking me.

Am I throwing all my trouble and sadness in the face of anyone who cares to come closer to me and it happens that he came late?

So what if he came late?

Does he deserve all that bitterness?

Is he the one to blame?

I am not to blame, and definitely not him.

I need to go back and try to bring the peace inside of me again.

It hurts so much to be stubborn.

As for my rules and principles, they have really become out of date and obsolete so long ago.

It is true that i need to amend my principles.

However, it is very hard to accept today what you refused all your life.

I think i will try and live without all these principles and rules for a few weeks.

I will stop talking logic, thinking logic, and analysing logic.

Logic is "OUT" temporarily.

I will try and go back to my childhood, maybe then i will be able to establish new rules, principles, and logic.