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Thursday, September 07, 2006

Bored

What can we do when we are bored to death?
I don’t mean bored like when you don’t have anything to do.
I mean being bored with so many things to do throughout your day.
I work long hours (8-5) and then after 5pm I am free to do all that I favour.
At work I am bored, while reading I am bored, while watching TV I am bored, even when I went out for fun.
Imagine Alley, (for all those who had been there u know what I mean) with all the fun and music that you can enjoy there. Yes… there I was bored much more than imagined. I swallowed my food and just wanted to leave.
I don’t feel like going out, and I don’t feel like socialising, as these days anytime you meet someone in Lebanon you either discuss war, the shattered lives, the deaths of dear people, or simply argue about politics. All this make me sink more in my boredom.
I feel empty and hollow inside.
I don’t know what might be the cure for that.
On top of all that I miss my brothers who are all abroad.
Will my life find an interesting route again?
I used to enjoy a full time life that I barely had time to sleep or to think clearly. Now I have all the time to think of a lot. This, however, is not very good for people like me who analyse a lot and who try to find reasons for everything. I know that in life there are so many illogical situations and unjustified behaviours. But now I might become even more critical and more lost.
I have to find something to do that would occupy my time and brain, or else all my feelings will dry and so would my brain

6 comments:

EMARAT JABAL SHAMMAR said...

YOU NEED A BREAK. A LONG HOLIDAY AWAY FROM LEBANON. YOU ALSO NEED A NEW JOB WITH NEW FACES AND NEW GOALS. I GUESS YOU ARE BORED OF THE ROUTINE YOU ARE IN. YOU NEED A CHANGE IN YOUR WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. SOMETIMES WHEN YOU ARE FEELING DOWN OR ''BORED'' JUST THINK OF THE PPL THAT ARE WORSE OFF THAN YOU. IT WONT MAKE YOU LESS ''BORED''BUT MAYBE MORE THANKFUL OF WHAT YOU HAVE.

MANY PPL THESE DAYS IN LEBANON ARE GOING THROUGH WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. THERE IS AN UNCERTAINTY AND ALOT OF TENSION FLOATING THROUGH THE AIR IN LEBANON RIGHT NOW. BUT NEVER LOSE HOPE AND HOPEFULLY THINGS WILL GET BETTER. I WISH YOU THE BEST.


HRH KING AL RASHID.

HRH KING AL RASHID.

SunFlower said...

Thanks HRH for ur encouragement and advice.
u r right. il7amdillah I am much better off than many people in Lebanon now, and i definitely need a break.
I am looking for a new job, although I love my job now but I need a change.
Thanks anyways. U pinpointed my problem perfectly.

Mystique said...

Sunflower,
7abibty.. I didnot read your blog for a while, and I haven't chatted with you either for a while.
I am glad you are sound and in good health..
I agree with HRH, and find your self a hobby, learn a new language and read more. it will help.
maybe it is time to sit with yourself and reflect, set new goals and see where your life is heading towards..

Cheers

my head said...

I think you need a guy an intresting one .

SunFlower said...

mystique: thank u. i think i need all that u have mentioned, and i iam back on track now.
miss u lots


my head: i think u r right. do u recommend anyone specific? :D thanks for visiting and commenting

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